The Sound of Missing You

I miss hearing your voice,
All the words that you said to me
But now this empty space fills me up and takes over me
And I can’t escape it

It's been 2 years since you left us. People say you never stop thinking about your loved ones when they're gone & I know it's true. I'm not lying when I say I've thought of you at some moment every single day since then. A song will come on, a reference to an old club, a reference to old boyfriends, so many things. I have a pic of us on my wall near my bedroom door. You'd appreciate the amount of boys that have asked who that cute guy is in the pic. That's a lot of time to think about someone & I don't even think I think of myself that much which I'm sure you're getting a giggle out of. What's hard for me to realize is every time I think I'm over it... I'm not. Someone else will bring it up or some friends & I will talk of some funny things that we would do & secretly inside I fall apart.

I can’t break through these walls that are rising in front of me
And the deeper I fall, I realise I'm never gonna be free
Baby release me

It always keeps coming back
The sound of missing you
I hear it all around
The sound of missing you
The silence is so loud
The sound of missing you

Time goes by and it feels like I’m just going out of my mind
What we had, bring it back now
Cause I’m feeling empty inside
Oh, times goes by and it feels like I’m just going out of my mind
What we had, bring it back now
Cause I’m feeling empty inside


Somehow just today I'm finding out about Gem. It breaks my heart to know he passed a short time ago. I do take solace that I'm sure you're walking him all over Heaven & the fact that he was able to be reunited with you. You two were quite the pair. He was pretty much you're baby. As I type that I can hear you getting him to do things. I can remember the love I saw in your eyes when you would look into those big beautiful eyes of his. It was adorable. So even though I know he's gone at least he's with you. Just wished we had you both.


It always keeps coming back
The sound of missing you
I hear it all around
The sound of missing you
The silence is so loud

the sound of missing you.....
I'll love and miss you always.
Save some dancing space for me.